mayday. April 18, 2010
went for mayday concert yesterday. pple who have known be for at least a year will look at me in disbelief. haha. anyways, to me it’s quite ok, other than the abrupt ending. i’m not a hard-core fan of theirs, so really no expectations. but i have to admit i was tired. work and miscellaneous stuff. i might not have enjoyed to the max. but after the concert, it made me think. it also made me wanna listen to mayday’s albums carefully and look into the lyrics. haha! good company and meet up with the girls too!
talking to my id buddy online now. left audit and moving on. haven’t really talked face to face since we started working. but it’s always the occasional checking out on each other online or sms. yin wei wo men dou kan guo bi ci zui cui rou de shi hou, sou yi cheng wei ya hao de peng you. 
lzr, jiayou!
i just realised. February 20, 2010
alright, i just realised. i only blogged twice last year. hahaha! ok i’ll really try to improve on that. maybe i’ll have 3 this year.
no worries im doing fine, just pure lazy. and i dun wanna bore u with all my work stuff, since it took up most of my time. e.g. 18hrs of my bdae spent at my client’s office. it goes to show how no-life we are. thank goodness most of my frens have left the line, and so they have time to organise meet-ups. and thank goodness i’ve frens who aren’t from the line. if not, how boring can i get? lol. but i’ve gotta say, this job allows me to know pple, pple whom our paths may have crossed in sec sch, but never knew each other. and of course due to the nature of the job, pple come and go. my team peeps change frequently. and due to lack of staff, i jumped everywhere to pick up rubbish, vacuum them and collect some of them with me as i move on. (i guess by now, most of you are scratching ur head. congrats, u do not have audit blood in you 
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when we went for our senior’s church wedding, yq set a new yr resolution for both of us, i.e. to treat ourselves better. almost 2 months have passed, hmmm i haven’t actually found time for myself. haha. but we strongly believe, that one day, we’ll have that happy face on our face, just like those who have left no doubt, i’ll move on one day. no doubt, yin wei gan qing, suo yi hai mei li kai. no doubt, yin wei xiang zuo de gen duo, xue de gen duo, suo yi wo hai zai yuan di ta bu. dan, jin tian de wo, yin gai geng yi qian de wo you dian bu yi yang ba.
gu jun zuo zhan, you shi zhen de hai man lei de. ye kai shi fa xian, jiao bu zou de bu yi qian kuai hen duo.
anyways, happy birthday everyone! it’s our birthday today.
加油!(feat. MC HOTDOG)
作詞：林俊傑 作曲：林俊傑
最近你好嗎 少了一點微笑 說的話有點少
最近我也不好 全世界都在逆轉 人開始反向思考
發現你愛的人到處跑
昨晚剛升職 今天被炒
莫名其妙 誰會知道
是不是上天開的玩笑
地震時 你想和誰擁抱
什麼是生命中的美好
輕易放掉 卻不知道
幸福就在下一個轉角
說一聲加油 一切更美好
所有的悲傷 請往邊靠
曾經流過的淚 濕了傷口就讓
陽光曬乾而褪
這一種加油 人人都需要
手牽手我們一起賽跑
說好不見不散 每分每秒守候你到老
The beat goes on 時間它一直走
就像是Life goes on 這過程或許痛
不管順流或逆流 你總得抬起頭
讓我們一起走 走過艱難和困惑
發現你愛的人到處跑
昨晚剛升職 今天被炒
莫名其妙 誰會知道
是不是上天開的玩笑
地震時 你想和誰擁抱
什麼是生命中的美好
輕易放掉 卻不知道
幸福就在下一個轉角
說一聲加油 一切更美好
所有的悲傷 請往邊靠
曾經流過的淚 濕了傷口就讓
陽光曬乾而褪
這一種加油 人人都需要
手牽手我們一起賽跑
說好不見不散 每分每秒守候你到老
關關是難關 但我們關關過
雨後天晴的陽光在天空閃閃爍
出現了彩虹 忽然間我們才懂
如果這是一場馬拉松 那我們一起加油
說一聲加油 一切更美好
所有的悲傷 請往邊靠
曾經流過的淚 濕了傷口就讓
陽光曬乾而褪
這一種加油 人人都需要
手牽手我們一起賽跑
說好不見不散 每分每秒守候你到老
i won’t say i love this song, but i like the meaning.
周末工作时想不通的结果就是… July 19, 2009
interesting blog post i randomly chanced upon..
到站，就按铃下车
那天搭公车，中途上来了个妙龄女郎，讲着手机，看到有位子，就一屁股坐下，犹如回到家般，继续讲电话。做工？你还想骗我？我都看到了！无心窃听，只是女子声量不小，铁青着脸，越讲越激动，旁若无人。每次叫你陪我shopping，你都说很忙，叫你看戏，又说很累！跟朋友出去就可以，陪我就没时间？以前你是这样的吗？你自己说！女子声音带着哭腔还有联邦腔，拿着手机的手微微发抖。听了不禁叹息，放眼望去，整车的人应该都在听，只是大家的眼神都各自飘移，罔若未闻，好像没事发生。我比较尴尬，因为女子就坐在我身旁。偷偷打量女子，其实长得还算标致，奈何遇上负心人。我问你，你到底是不是真的喜欢我？这还用问？都到了这个地步，要说不知道发生什么事，不过是自欺欺人，拒绝相信。只听到女子不断重复质问，内容不外是质疑对方的忠诚度，来回兜转，就是转不出来。 间中，对方挂断几次，只见女子心有不甘，重新再打，反复追问。对方过后应该是关机，再也打不通。女子怔怔地看着手机，泪流满面，完全罔顾车上众生。看了也替她心酸。 面对变质的感情，多聪明的人还是选择扮懵逃避，宁愿相信谎言，也不愿意相信自己的眼睛。很想跟她说，算了吧！他已经不要你了，你还有疼惜你的父母和亲友，何必让这种人轻贱自己。 需要做的，不过是按铃下车，窗外还有更好的风景。
finallyy. April 25, 2009
好久没blog了,是不是差点把我忘了? haha. i went to my blog and realised the last entry was dnd. goodness that was longg!! sorry my dears. 家里的电脑坏了,也换了,我也用不到五次,太恐怖了.大家的blog address 和我常去 的blog都不见了，我完全没办法看任何人的blog,完全不知道大家过得还好吗. 如果不介意，请记得告诉我喔．yun i lost urs too. cos i changed my work lappie. paisehs. 你们还好吗?希望大家都过得很充实，即使有不开心的时候都是很短暂．
看了看dnd的照片,发现一些战友已离队. 很正常. my super nice senior left even before we closed case for that engagement. now my sup is leaving too. 那个逼我喝酒的家伙要走了.教了我很多，也让我想重新好好想一想，但我必须停下来才能想清楚．希望你新婚愉快，工作顺利,财源滚滚.:) 生活与生存，你选择了什么？
本以为我blog了那次回去session的事,原来还没. haha真受不了自己． joanne还记得我,我真的很开心，也为了没常回去而感到过意不去．现在回去她还会记得我吗？on a lighter note, i don’t have to be bugged by the rest where my buddy is, cos he’s blissfully in love. muahaha. my pushing works!
有时不知道帮了别人是不是反倒害了自己也害了帮助的人.不过还好我这个疯子懂得我在想什么,至少能减低任何可能的痛和伤害．
my apologies for such a random post. let’s see when will be the next time i blog again. till then, take care!
back to school. November 15, 2008
the crazy peeps in my work life. nice dinner. 在明年的这一天, 还有多少战友和我一起疯呢?
该是剪短头发,卷起袖子,准备做战了.
人类的不知足往往让幸福和快乐从手指之间划过, 后知后觉只会让人充满失望，后悔和懊恼。
thoughts. October 18, 2008
i finally ended my 1st fieldwork but it’s not the end yet. i guess i became the most “missed” person in office cos my pals haven’t seen me for eons. fortunate in a way, im not stuck in office doing nothing. but, throw me in office and i wouldn’t know where to get my things. 1 quote to conclude the end of this: ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong. on a side note, my fellow pal in the same engagement tendered her letter 2 mths into work. will definitely miss her. i guess i’ve experience everything i could face for my peak (which is arriving soon). met nice pple and super nice colleagues, i’ve gotta say at the end of the day, they’ve somehow compensated for the late nights and weekends. during this period, i must apologize to my family and friends (esp the 5 gals, less 1 overseas). min time spent with them. there was once i received 3 missed calls from home, and i only realised it at 12midnight while working. more than 6 hrs late. i thot smth serious happened. thank goodness nth happened. as for the gals, an appt 1 mth ago was pushed weeks after weeks. sorry.
i dunno what will happen when the peak comes. birthday, spend at work? chinese new year, spend at work? precious weekends, spend at work? but that’s the nature of my job which i gotta accept and learn to adjust, so that i don’t compromise anything impt for work. jiayous jiel.
稻香 September 21, 2008
作词:周杰伦
作曲:周杰伦
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
songs. September 4, 2008
today i left office when the sky is still bright. left office in the wee hours for the past few days. totally couldn’t get used to it. haha. while i was walking home in a different route today, i realised some changes in my neighbourhood. relatively slower in updating myself. seriously, im quite a busybody when it comes to the happenings in my estate. haha. after thinking hard, i realised i’ve been cabbing home, that’s why i din realised the change.
in the midst of my schedules, thots have been in my mind quite some time. triggered by the things happening ard me these days.
a few days ago, when i was making my way to work, i saw this pair of familiar shoes. the same one owned by my dearest joanne. i seriously missed her and the rest of the trainees. wonder how’s everything. thank goodness my friend replied me abt her. everything seems fine it has become a habit for me to look at our photo before leaving house every morning. my motivation. my smile.
passerby has passed by.
random. August 29, 2008
Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation & letting go. -from my bro’s msn. hmmm…
something really random from me.
i lost 2 “resources” today. the 2 nice temp at my engagment has ended contract, that would me 2 less pple to lend me their printer to use. now i gotta start to network again to source for printers in time of need.
u know, when some pple (esp those of a certain ranks or those not too close to u) smiles and suddenly becomes nice to u, it spells trouble coming my way.haha.
